What I Did To Deserve You - coming March 2, 2027.
Heather found her happy ever after.
Now she's desperate to escape it.
HOW THE STORY BEGINS...
“Maybe the birds could see what they were doing. The cockatoos and the corellas and the basic boring magpies, skimming the tops of the lemon-scented gums, craning their glossy necks to look at the woman pushed up against the dimpled bark. Perhaps they could see the man who was with her. On her. No space between their bodies, lips crushed together, breathing each other’s breath...”
What’s WHAT I DID TO DESERVE YOU about?
The pressure to find the perfect second act.
Podcast gurus, self-help bros and the great optimisation lie.
Losing your dog and losing your mind.
The treechange: Expectation vs reality.
When and if kids stop needing you, and how they feel about it.
Finding the perfect person, and realising they're not perfect for you.
When sex and love aren't done with you yet.
"I enjoyed this book so much I read it too fast and now I'm finished, I'm less happy than I was when I was reading it."
- Marian Keyes
Holly says…
“All novels have their seeds somewhere, and What I Did To Deserve You was planted four years ago when our much-adored family dog Elvi went out to the garden on a quiet, cold night and never came back. The lengths we went to searching for her were really quite mad. This isn’t our story, but it was while walking the dark streets of a strange country town, wondering what we’d done, that the roots of this book began to travel.
“More fuel: I started hosting a podcast about midlife - a rich seam that exposed all the ways we’re told we’re doing it wrong. Then there was our treechange and yes, my desire to write something like a love story. A book that didn’t shy away from the messiness of being properly grown-up, of realising that so much hasn’t worked out the way you thought it might, and all the possibilities still to come. And of realising, too, that love and sex and treachery and longing aren’t quite done with you yet.
“I absolutely can’t wait for you to read it.”
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